I have read your mail and the post you have suggested.
Thank you for your response and understanding.
I according to Jesus I need to be more in Public and not to
have any secrets.
I need to reveal what I hear even if it does not fit with
common understandings (common sense) or Religious doctrines or even “Raj”.
Each time I listen to God, I need to start a new and lose
all of my own thought and worry, and not be afraid even if what I hear is
contrary to what I heard from someone else who is a brilliant teacher. And once I hear the truce, I should not be afraid
to say it, regardless of how other people may react to it.
Barbara, God needs you to speak up his words. Even if it did not feel like a friendship.
Even if someone else might hear you and say “That does not
sound like love”.You will need to say what God had revealed to you.
When God speak the truth to you, you need to say it.
This is what I hear.
“It is wrong to worry about your money. And it is wrong to have others worry about
your money.
When you ask for help you cannot keep any secrets about what
you need. You have to say what you need and why you need it. Otherwise your request for help will be
ineffective.
God does not keep secrets from you. God always reveals the Truth to you.”